guys… i changed the marrying date. Kevo and Bailey married 7 years ago. I didn’t want to have it too soon.
so my cousin, and friends and i are making concert shirts now! any ideas for them?!?!

Which that love is still not denied, because there’s a new baby coming into our lives. Bailey is pregnant. Shocked us all. I never would have thought Kevin being a dad, but I’m more than excited. I walked into my parents house as Joe and I paid them a visit. No suprise. Kevin and Bailey were there too, picking out a crib online. Abby was right behind them shouting out ridiculous things that only made sense to Joe. Even though they broke up years ago, they couldn’t be better friends, i’m actually glad that she lives with Joe and I. She makes my life even more interesting than it already is.

“Bailey! Why won’t you name the baby Abigail? It’s a great name, aren’t I right, Kevin?” She kept shouting over their shoulders. For this girl being 28, she’s got the same energy she had when she was 18. Bailyu got up, and went down the hallway, Abby followed throwing her arms up in the air.
“Why are you being so difficult? Don’t you think you should name this baby after me?! I was the best bridesmaid you have ever had” She kept yelling, before coming back to Kevin, giving him a hug.
“You were the only one I had, Abby, and you dropped coctail sauce all down yourself BEFORE the wedding!” Bailey yelled back
“Come on, Kev!” She was so persistant.
“Sorry, Abby, I already promised Joe, we’d name her Joe.” He laughed.
She looked up at Joe wide-eyed, as he yelled yes!
“I’m just kididng, guys. Gosh, you are so gullible.” He said getting up, to find Bailey.

These were the times when I wished Allie was here to laugh with me. But again, that day took place 6 years ago. After all of Bailey’s moods, and the horrible pain, and the whole day in the hospital, and of course the death grips on our hands, there came baby Allison. Why did Bailey have to name her that.
The day she arrived, she just looked like she belonged in our family. She had Bailey’s Blonde hair, and Kevin’s impossibly curly hair, and gorgeous hazel eyes. What made it hard is she grew up to be exactly like Allie. Why does God have to torture me in this way?
Each day, I watched her grow. I watched her turn into a toddler, and hear her first words, which happened to be Nick. That made Bailey mad. I guessed it was just easy for her.
I always stood in the backround as she grew up. It just scared me how much she was like Allie. I felt like if I became too close with her, she’d be gone. I was scared.
When she became the age of six, her current age, Something pulled me close to her. Something i can’t explain. It was when I realized that she’s in my life for a reason. It was when I realized why her first word was my name. Everything was for a reason. Life works in mystical ways, and I guess this is just one of those things you have to realize are there to help you.
“Uncle nick!” Allison screamed up the stairs in her uncle’s home “Where are you?!”
I laughed, but then I heard her scream, so I jumped up, and made my way downthe stairs. Joe had her upside down. Thank god it was nothing bad. I gave Kevin and bailey a hug, and met Joe and Abby in the ktichen where they had made some mac and cheese. I went over to allison, and tickled her stomach, as she told me about her first day in first grade.
After We finished our lunch, I offered to take her out to some ice cream. Her favorite. We made our way to my car and i buckled her in the backseat, and went down the street.
I laughed as she sang along to our newest album, it was her prized posession, but she’ll never know the sensation we brought years and years ago.
After our ice cream pit stop, I turned her chair and looked her straight in the eye.
“how about we go and take a visit to Aunt Allie?” I asked her.
“yah!” her face lit up whenever I mentioned allie. She loved how we thought there was so much similarity to them.
It was always such a hard time for me when I came to visit her grave. I felt like this isn’t where she’s supposed to be. She’s supposed to be here with me, not in the ground.

I put the fresh, pink rose we bought from the flower store on her grave, and looked at Allison. She was tracing the words of Allie’s name.
“What happened to her, Uncle Nick?” I sighed. It was the first time she has ever asked me. Allison was so innocent, and so young. She wouldn’t understand what happened between the two of us at such a young age.
“she… she just went through hard times.” That’s all I could say. I’ll tell her when she’s older.
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sorry, i absolutly hate this chapter, it’s really badly-written. eh, oh well, im gonna try to write some chapters for you guys today!
oh! we got a brand new puppy! He’s a 9 week old samoyed. ave any of you seen the proposal? well the samoyed in the movie was named Kevin, which cracked me up, so we named him Kevin!
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