Sorry for the MASSIVE wait ladies, i just havnt been able to do it until now…
Ive been reading EVERY SINGLE message/comment, etc. and want to thank every single one of you for your support, care and concern, it means so much to me 
Im so sorry to the ladies ive un-subbed, i really just cant bring myself to watch some of you, its just too emotional.
Although, i have stayed subbed to some of you and i am enjoying following your journey- i think some are easier for me to watch than others… I have no idea why, all i know is how i feel.
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Naww, shucks *hangs …
But wen i started makin vids i was SOOOO nervous but i actually got to liking it! Then wen i wasnt preg anymore i was a little upset i might not be doin anymore…
Naww, shucks *hangs head shyly* im really shocked anyone would be interested in knowing how our little family is
I actually keep FB for close friends/family and a few other ppl from YT, MySpace (met cuz of CMV)… It just has so much personal stuff and pics that i want to keep it private
I hope you understand.
Yeah- its pretty …
Yeah- its pretty crappy wen things dont go 2plan…
AUS is great in that our health care system is 2nd to none- w/ everythin Kaiden has needed its cost us absolutely ZERO. His hearing aids R worth bout $1500 EACH and they just hand out new ones each time we lose one or one is broken, he sees Physio, OY, ST, Audio, etc without cost to us, he has moulds done whenever he needs them… Aus is great w/ that stuff- his 8wks in hospital, all meds, etc- FREE!
I love that he has access to all this.
I know what you´re …
I know what you´re talking about when you talk about things that didn´t turn out how you expected! Had some things like that myself!
And about the Aussie stuff: I love Australia! And I hope to get the chance to go once in my life!
I´m interested in you! I saw one of your videos about Kaiden, and then sterted watching the other videos. So now I want to know how you are, if everything is fine and so on!
Ps.: Do you mind if I add you on fb?
Thanks hun
I …
Thanks hun
I will keep posting- ill find something to post on! LOL
Thanks hun
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Thanks hun
Thank YOU for watching
Please dont be …
Please dont be sorry- it wasnt really a miscarriage and i didnt lose anything as there was never a baby…
Im sorry about your miscarriage, i cant even imagine how much harder losing a “real” pregnancy would be in comparison to what we went through…
Thank you so much …
Your such a wonderful person and i enjoy your vids so much! Your such a funny gal!!! LOL I think ur a lot like me actually- say it like it is and dont give a stuff who doesnt like it!! LOVE u hun 
Thank you so much hun
Im totally stupid- …
Im totally stupid- i cant believe i forgot to mention doing vids on my business *rolls eyes*!!! Thats like one of the biggest things in my life and i cant believe i forgot it!!!
Yes, i will definately be doin vids on them hun
To begin with, im just going to do a MySpace page for it and then once im earning a steady income, then ill pay for a proper site 
Thanks hun
Yeah, … 
Yeah, its always hard when things dont turn out how you expect them to 
Thanks hun
Id love to share some “Aussie stuff” LOL! I need to get off my and do Kaidens vids- ive been slack as!
No, you dont seem nosey at all! Quite the opposite- im so glad to hear that someone would be interested in lil ol me
Thanks hun
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Thanks hun
But we have no plans to try again anytime soon.
Hi, glad to see you …
Hi, glad to see you are posting again, albeit on a very sad subject. You have been through alot and I wish you all the best for the future, whatever you decide. keep posting as I will watch them. take care amanda x
Nice to see you …
Nice to see you back ! Thank you for your update.
i’m so sorry. i …
i’m so sorry. i know how you feel. I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks before i had maddy.
you really do have …
you really do have a beautiful child, and any mommy wouldbe lucky to have a little one like your son!! Like you said, your okay, and you will be. I believe that things happen for a reason as well, and trust me, you have good things coming to you soon hun. =) Kepp smiling!
I am kinda in a …
I am kinda in a place, if it happens great! but I have my miracle little boy and Im happy in life! Could you maybe do vids on the stuff you make and how to order it? Are you going to have a website?
You are such a …
You are such a positive person! That is really amazing! Even though you didn´t have a miscarryage, I believe that it is still hard to go through the things you did!
As for videos I would love to see some Aussie things, and of course I want to be updated on Kaiden! :o) Oh and Kaiden´s room! I hope I don´t seem nosy now! ;o)
Have a good day! And we will read each other on facebook!
I’m sorry it turned …
I’m sorry it turned out like this.
If you get pregnant again, I’ll be sending you losts of sticky, healthy baby vibes.